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Fractured.

I’ve lost faith in the fact that things fix themselves. They seem like they’re fixed but they’re just hanging by on thin strings. I let go of the people that I thought were making me happy and I’m trying to replace them with people that actually do. I think that if I’m constantly looking for…

Love.

I am all of your worst fears. I am anxious, I am insecure, I am nothing you will ever need. I will throw you to the wolves and never look back. I cause agony. I am the fire to your desire, but the flames I set can burn you to a crisp. I wreak havoc…

Unattainable.

I’ve learned that the person you want is never the person you get. That you can spend months pining for a boy that gave you fleeting moments of attention but never truly loved you, and you’ll still be head over heels for days to come. You’re enamored by the past. Eventually, the person you wanted…

Symphony.

I see symphonies in you. The world is no longer in muted tones, it sings to me, it is in screaming color. It is deafening, but I crave its intensity. I cannot stand lackluster anymore. I need your music. I am lost in you. I am no longer an empty shell; I have searched far…

i think.

i think i feel different now. maybe the way he kisses me makes me feel more human, the way he looks at me and smiles like I’m worth something, the way he’s vulnerable and kind and more than anything i could ever be. i think i realize now. that most people that start off together…

Betrayal.

Sadness has begun to seep into my veins like poison. I am a ruined soul, and have embraced my slow fall into darkness. I have become a prisoner in my own body, but I cannot be freed. I am afraid, afraid of the terrors that may haunt me if do not embrace my fate, if…