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Fractured.

I’ve lost faith in the fact that things fix themselves. They seem like they’re fixed but they’re just hanging by on thin strings. I let go of the people that I thought were making me happy and I’m trying to replace them with people that actually do. I think that if I’m constantly looking for…

Love.

I am all of your worst fears. I am anxious, I am insecure, I am nothing you will ever need. I will throw you to the wolves and never look back. I cause agony. I am the fire to your desire, but the flames I set can burn you to a crisp. I wreak havoc…

Sinner.

How could I expect you to understand how it even feels? How could I ever expect you to think of anyone other than yourself? You’ve changed. I now understand that the person I knew was nothing but a shadow of the person that you truly are, and it breaks me to see the true you.…

Unattainable.

I’ve learned that the person you want is never the person you get. That you can spend months pining for a boy that gave you fleeting moments of attention but never truly loved you, and you’ll still be head over heels for days to come. You’re enamored by the past. Eventually, the person you wanted…

Regret.

  Look, I’m a wreck. I’m hardly your favorite person. I know I don’t keep you up at night. I’m sure you’d rather you didn’t have to deal with me. I know. I know. But I used to look at you, and the sun would shine brighter. Days seemed to be more beautiful, so beautiful…

Rescue.

I realize that the love I deserve is much larger than the love you reluctantly hand out. And I’m tired of compromising, I’m tired of telling myself that it’ll get better, because I know that it won’t. I have searched for the answer in myself, and I know it. I should’ve known the moment I…

You.

I’m tired of not knowing what we are. I sit here and contemplate whether you even want me, failing to realize  that want and need are two different things. See, the difference is – I have grown to need you. I have grown to need your presence in my unruly life, grown to need everything…