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Sinner.

How could I expect you to understand how it even feels? How could I ever expect you to think of anyone other than yourself? You’ve changed. I now understand that the person I knew was nothing but a shadow of the person that you truly are, and it breaks me to see the true you.…

Unattainable.

I’ve learned that the person you want is never the person you get. That you can spend months pining for a boy that gave you fleeting moments of attention but never truly loved you, and you’ll still be head over heels for days to come. You’re enamored by the past. Eventually, the person you wanted…

Symphony.

I see symphonies in you. The world is no longer in muted tones, it sings to me, it is in screaming color. It is deafening, but I crave its intensity. I cannot stand lackluster anymore. I need your music. I am lost in you. I am no longer an empty shell; I have searched far…

i think.

i think i feel different now. maybe the way he kisses me makes me feel more human, the way he looks at me and smiles like I’m worth something, the way he’s vulnerable and kind and more than anything i could ever be. i think i realize now. that most people that start off together…

Regret.

  Look, I’m a wreck. I’m hardly your favorite person. I know I don’t keep you up at night. I’m sure you’d rather you didn’t have to deal with me. I know. I know. But I used to look at you, and the sun would shine brighter. Days seemed to be more beautiful, so beautiful…

Staying.

i’m often undeserving of the love my friends give me. so completely unconditional, filled with such deep warmth that i cannot imagine how life would be without them. i’ve learned to always pick carefully when i want to have people in my life. that knowing they’re the ones that’ll constantly guide me will be enough…

You.

I’m tired of not knowing what we are. I sit here and contemplate whether you even want me, failing to realize  that want and need are two different things. See, the difference is – I have grown to need you. I have grown to need your presence in my unruly life, grown to need everything…