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Fractured.

I’ve lost faith in the fact that things fix themselves. They seem like they’re fixed but they’re just hanging by on thin strings. I let go of the people that I thought were making me happy and I’m trying to replace them with people that actually do. I think that if I’m constantly looking for…

Love.

I am all of your worst fears. I am anxious, I am insecure, I am nothing you will ever need. I will throw you to the wolves and never look back. I cause agony. I am the fire to your desire, but the flames I set can burn you to a crisp. I wreak havoc…

Unattainable.

I’ve learned that the person you want is never the person you get. That you can spend months pining for a boy that gave you fleeting moments of attention but never truly loved you, and you’ll still be head over heels for days to come. You’re enamored by the past. Eventually, the person you wanted…

You.

I’m tired of not knowing what we are. I sit here and contemplate whether you even want me, failing to realize  that want and need are two different things. See, the difference is – I have grown to need you. I have grown to need your presence in my unruly life, grown to need everything…

Keep.

I can’t seem to shake you. It’s been years, and the ghost of our memories haunt me like they want me to feel for you, but I’m left with nothing inside. I can’t bring myself to love you again. Not because I can’t, not because it’ll break me, but because I don’t want to. You…

Betrayal.

Sadness has begun to seep into my veins like poison. I am a ruined soul, and have embraced my slow fall into darkness. I have become a prisoner in my own body, but I cannot be freed. I am afraid, afraid of the terrors that may haunt me if do not embrace my fate, if…

Misery.

I spend my days lifelessly counting my blessings, yet doing nothing about them. I spend my life recklessly dreaming about boys who don’t care, and people who don’t matter. I wonder how they have the ability to judge my character, yet I allow them to do so, without uttering one word. Maybe they do speak…