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Sinner.

How could I expect you to understand how it even feels? How could I ever expect you to think of anyone other than yourself? You’ve changed. I now understand that the person I knew was nothing but a shadow of the person that you truly are, and it breaks me to see the true you.…

Unattainable.

I’ve learned that the person you want is never the person you get. That you can spend months pining for a boy that gave you fleeting moments of attention but never truly loved you, and you’ll still be head over heels for days to come. You’re enamored by the past. Eventually, the person you wanted…

Symphony.

I see symphonies in you. The world is no longer in muted tones, it sings to me, it is in screaming color. It is deafening, but I crave its intensity. I cannot stand lackluster anymore. I need your music. I am lost in you. I am no longer an empty shell; I have searched far…

i think.

i think i feel different now. maybe the way he kisses me makes me feel more human, the way he looks at me and smiles like I’m worth something, the way he’s vulnerable and kind and more than anything i could ever be. i think i realize now. that most people that start off together…

Regret.

  Look, I’m a wreck. I’m hardly your favorite person. I know I don’t keep you up at night. I’m sure you’d rather you didn’t have to deal with me. I know. I know. But I used to look at you, and the sun would shine brighter. Days seemed to be more beautiful, so beautiful…

Risks.

When people tell me to live in the moment, I couldn’t be more envious of the way they live life; taking risks, jumping into opportunities, and being with someone without thinking about the futility of it all. I’m constantly thinking about whether all the people in my life right now, will exist in my heart…

Betrayal.

Sadness has begun to seep into my veins like poison. I am a ruined soul, and have embraced my slow fall into darkness. I have become a prisoner in my own body, but I cannot be freed. I am afraid, afraid of the terrors that may haunt me if do not embrace my fate, if…