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Fractured.

I’ve lost faith in the fact that things fix themselves. They seem like they’re fixed but they’re just hanging by on thin strings. I let go of the people that I thought were making me happy and I’m trying to replace them with people that actually do. I think that if I’m constantly looking for…

Symphony.

I see symphonies in you. The world is no longer in muted tones, it sings to me, it is in screaming color. It is deafening, but I crave its intensity. I cannot stand lackluster anymore. I need your music. I am lost in you. I am no longer an empty shell; I have searched far…

i think.

i think i feel different now. maybe the way he kisses me makes me feel more human, the way he looks at me and smiles like I’m worth something, the way he’s vulnerable and kind and more than anything i could ever be. i think i realize now. that most people that start off together…

Staying.

i’m often undeserving of the love my friends give me. so completely unconditional, filled with such deep warmth that i cannot imagine how life would be without them. i’ve learned to always pick carefully when i want to have people in my life. that knowing they’re the ones that’ll constantly guide me will be enough…

A Letter to Myself – 16.

Hi, you. Can you believe it? You’ve reached 16. You’ve managed to make it to a place you didn’t think you’d be able to reach, and look at you now. I know the past few years have been insanely difficult for you, even if people don’t acknowledge your struggle. You’d been immersed into a battle…